Release Type

single, 4 songs

Release Date

September 19 2025

Total Runtime

12 minutes 22 seconds

Behind the song

This record began as an instrumental demo I sent Alyssa back in 2020. She replied with a voice note that completely shifted the song’s direction. From there it kept changing, gathering new textures and moods as the seasons passed, until we finally landed on a version that felt like it had grown alongside us. It carries everything we experienced through those years.


The music video for ‘hold out hope’ was filmed on a road trip through the East Coast of Canada with two of my close friends. I wanted each frame to stand on its own, like a photograph, and tell a small story without overshadowing the journey itself. My friends kindly offered to be part of the video, but I didn’t want to direct them too strictly. The story follows a young couple through fleeting memories and ends with a quiet, bittersweet shot of the man standing by the ocean, holding his former wife’s wedding rings. What happened between them is left to your imagination, but the man is still holding out hope for his love.

Lyrics

It’s not so simple baby we’re flawed

But you know I’ll meet you where you are

I like to think it’s not so hard

But I see your hurt I see your scars


But I don’t care if you don’t

Just wanna see us in the skylines

Drifting like smoke I

Play it cool but if I choke

It’s cause my words get twisted when you’re close by


Bad timing, that’s a joke

If we wanted it bad we’d hold out hope

But I don’t care if you don’t

Just wanna see us in the skylines

Drifting like smoke I


Got caught in something I didn’t want

And I’m tired of acting like you’re not

Not the one

I’d like to free you from your darkness

I’ll light you up just like a star

Just like a star


But I don’t care if you don’t

Just wanna see us in the skylines

Drifting like smoke I

Play it cool but if I choke

It’s cause my words get twisted when you’re close by


Bad timing, that’s a joke

If we wanted it bad we’d hold out hope

But I don’t care if you don’t

Just wanna see us in the skylines

In the skylines


But I don’t care if you don’t

Just wanna see us in the skylines

Drifting like smoke I

Play it cool but if I choke

It’s cause my words get twisted when you’re close by

The making of

Makeshift studio in my dining room

October 2024

Scanning the florals for the artwork

October 2024

Editing new headshots

October 2024

Filming the end of the music video

September 2025

Credits

  • Performed by

    COVEO, Alyssa Robi

  • Written by

    Connell McCarthy, Alyssa Robinson

  • Produced by

    COVEO

Source: COVEO Music